The love I feel for you

You told me that you still love me. I still love you though I don't show it..I wish you can read my mind then you would know what I feel towards you. Memories of our time together still burns in my mind. I wanna try to believe you this time but the odds are against us. The more I try to believe you the more I feel like it's all a lie..How could I trust you again if I feel so insecure about you? Help me trust you again...